Sethe's love of Beloved is very disturbing. Now finishing the book, I realize that I may have a similar love like that. Someone I love and would go to the end of the world for, but they don't love me enough to tell me the truth or even acknowledge me for about 2 weeks.
Me being who I am, I'm not exactly sure how I can control this love that I feel for these people. Yes, there is more than one.. but I dont think there is any absolute way to control the way I feel. It all comes down to if you are meant to love this person. Fate has chosen you to get the short end of the straw, and it may be impossible to change.
I have actually tried to not love them. I have tried to ignore them, but they won't let that happen. Both of these people are unstable. One is suicidal and the other is an addict that lies to my face. I have been dealing with both of these people for most of my life. I think its more about how these people control their urges rather than me loving them. It shouldn't me who has to fight the control, but yet it is. In reality, you can't control the way you feel. You can't stop from loving the people you are meant to love even if they are unstable and dangerous.
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